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you dont have to leave your remarks lolhelp me change please Tuesday, 4 March 2014 @ 07:21
" Allah is never blind to your tears, never deaf to your pray and never silent to your pain. He sees, He hears and He's never too far." ㅡ Anon
idk who's words. found it from ummi Dena (she who inspired me a lot) and thanks anon, thats bring up my spirits. walaupun sebenarnya patut dah tahu laaaama dulu.
Recently berminat untuk berubah. ok, nak berubah tu is words yang dipetik lama dulu sejak zaman jahiliah diri. cannot be sure to call im not jahiliah right now. mungkin tak sejahiliah dulu, but at least i got some changes. honestly not something i should be proud of.
still trying my best. im scared, but i believe im not alone. i got some texts from some friends, give me strenghts to quickly adapts in my good changes. terima kasih banyak. i wont be this if there are no positive people around me.
focusing on akhirah, love only Allah dan His messanger Rasulullah s.a.w (pbuh).
i cannot even free myself dari minat yang bercampur dengan fitnah dajjal and dunya semata. there is a differ between minat and obsesi. i call mine as obsessions.
you cannot find any mp3 song of them on my phone but i got their photos. if only i can simply delete them from my mind, my ears my eyes my heart and even my life. i asked for Allah's help but i stand still on my jahiliah spot. i didnt even walk.
people probably dont get it. but thanks for trying to make me move. im moving, in a crawling pose. mungkin sedang mengensot? pull me.
im seriously hoping i can throw this obsissions away.
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